She wants to dismiss me. But she doesn’t have the heart for it.
I can see it in her eyes. The conflict between wanting me gone and her conscience. She knows my life is a mess, she knows that firing me would make it worse.
I wouldn’t blame her. If I was in her position I would do it. I have done it. She is a better person than me. More caring.
She can sign me away, or give me another chance.
She isn’t even able to look me in the eyes.
“Next time is the last time”